Monday, May 19, 2008

Report Day

I am more myself today than I have been in ages, it feels. Almost like I'm falling into a new routine.

Report Day,
Dinner with Lance Day,
Therapy Day,
Rehearsal Day,
Friday,
Saturday,
Bacon Day.

I have gotten to a point where I am trusting the Universe more. It's easier for me to let go and trust that things are happening for my betterment instead of fighting every single change... which, in my position, is really just ridiculous since everything about/in/around me changes drastically every 48 hours or so.

I have sort of "cleaned house" emotionally. I've gotten rid of the things that weigh me down, the feelings that made me feel weak and heavy. I do a lot of journaling (I mean more than usual) and I spend my free moments carefully.

As have most things- on Friday I spontaneously experienced 3 hours of true peace. All of my "episodes" happen spontaneously- and of course, never when I want them to. It's in the middle of a busy day at the office, or while I'm stuck on the bus, or when I have a date, or a rehearsal. I'm glad that among the hard ones, there are now pleasant ones- such as the peace. It was amazing, really. Like the best high I have ever experienced. Incredible.

I suppose you would like to hear about music, huh? Well, the group went up to the Delta to record the last of my piano tracks- which really brought the whole experience full circle for all of us. So, the instrumentation tracks are all complete- vocals I'll start recording next weekend.

We have a gig coming up June 5, which will be featuring our new backup singer, Karen Hauben. Feel free to bring her flowers! I'll be sending out an email with the details later this week.

The next album is already written, so as soon as the vocal tracks are completed for Delta Do-Over, the next recording session begins. When the spirit moves you, it moves you!

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