The Continuing Saga...a.k.a. "Why I Don't Take Acid" by: Kat Downs
This morning again I was unable to wake up - but in a different way.
I was still dreaming. My eyes were open. I was responding to SAS talking to me - but I was still dreaming. If I closed my eyes there it was - as plain as a painting on the wall. One dream after another after another after another. As if I'm literally up and walking around in a constant state of R.E.M.
It's now 2:30 in the afternoon and it's still happening. I am up, talking, typing, answering the phone, answering questions, discussing and even teaching (intern) while I'm dreaming the whole time. I am disassociated and sleepy, but functioning.
I am actually living two separate realities simultaneously. (and I'm not on drugs)
This is the first time that I have EVER had to call my therapist outside of a session.
And I quote: "You are not having a psychotic break."
Were there ever more beautiful words expressed in the English language? I practically cried from relief.
She went on to explain that what I'm experiencing is the spontaneous opening of my 6th Chakra. Meaning, my third eye just opened and is blinking happily in the light of day.
I have never really paid attention to weather or not my chakras were opening in order or not- I guess in retrospect they are. Which means that after I grow accustomed to this new state of mind, there's only one chakra left....
And that's the big one.
Man, Steve's been busy this week.
I was still dreaming. My eyes were open. I was responding to SAS talking to me - but I was still dreaming. If I closed my eyes there it was - as plain as a painting on the wall. One dream after another after another after another. As if I'm literally up and walking around in a constant state of R.E.M.
It's now 2:30 in the afternoon and it's still happening. I am up, talking, typing, answering the phone, answering questions, discussing and even teaching (intern) while I'm dreaming the whole time. I am disassociated and sleepy, but functioning.
I am actually living two separate realities simultaneously. (and I'm not on drugs)
This is the first time that I have EVER had to call my therapist outside of a session.
And I quote: "You are not having a psychotic break."
Were there ever more beautiful words expressed in the English language? I practically cried from relief.
She went on to explain that what I'm experiencing is the spontaneous opening of my 6th Chakra. Meaning, my third eye just opened and is blinking happily in the light of day.
I have never really paid attention to weather or not my chakras were opening in order or not- I guess in retrospect they are. Which means that after I grow accustomed to this new state of mind, there's only one chakra left....
And that's the big one.
Man, Steve's been busy this week.





2 Comments:
Hang in there, beautiful. Maybe acid would even this out?
Just a little joke...
You're amazing!
Oh whoops, H = Lisah. Didn't know my blog name would show up!
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